This week is breaking me! Such ridiculousness. Impossible goals, ridiculous expectations and missing my girls like a part of my soul is gone.
Deep pangs of loneliness shake my entire body. Oh my how I miss the strength I once felt. The years of limitless loneliness are taking their toll.
I dialed numbers today. Why I don't know. I never pushed send. I made calls and never left messages. Crippled by the helplessness I feel on multiple fronts.
I will not stop fighting. My loves I will always fight for you!
Beloveds fight for it all. Yourself, your loves, the right things to happen. Don't quit!
I will call you on my way home...I WILL push send...xo
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