Magic

Searching to fix the broken spaces in my heart has led me to interesting places. From the buttery soft fabric of an expensive suit, to the rough yet gentle hands of a carpenter, to the powerful magnetism of a warrior, to the gentleness of someone willing to just touch our feet together, and the simple existence of a long life as a piece of furniture in someone's life. 

I've kissed tender kisses, been swept away by passions, drawn like a magnet, and found home in the arms of the unexpected.

I've had dreams of weddings under trees dressed in lace and surrounded by nature, of sitting on Bleeker and 6th creating beautiful songs of love and joy. I've dreamt of the simple existence of finding joy by just knowing someone loves me and misses me in their arms.

Then there is reality. My best is often not enough, I chase futile dreams but never stop. I follow my faerie heart to all places to find the peace that is home. The laughter of children, the peace of falling asleep with no issue and no nightmares. A life where I'm not an inconvenience. 

I have danced in a kitchen, swaying to no music, I've danced with my kids wildly without abandon. God has blessed me with a variety of amazing experiences. From kisses in the rain, a kiss that shoots lightening through your spine and changes your life forever, and the simplest of embraces that takes you back a lifetime.

Why am I rambling?! This is why. Because once, I heard "I love you," in the dark, as I was almost asleep. And that's when a person became home.

What does the future hold? Only God knows, but I do know.... I will not settle for less than magic even in its simplest forum:)

Blessings beloveds

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