Spending many months melancholy and fighting insurmountable battles has finally brought some wisdom and clarity.
As we struggle and hurt sometimes we see what we want; we do not see what is actually there. Flaws or perfection, we see what we need to in order to justify or get through.
I'm definitely guilty of this. Especially of putting people on a pedestal. Refusing to see faults until I can't ignore them any longer. This even includes my own shortcomings. Sometimes I over focus on them others i ignore.
I wonder beloveds, are we all guilty of this? Or is this an individual battle? I am working on a better me. A stronger me and exploring deeply how heal and grow.
This week has been excruciating in the trials. But, I am going to get through. A hard workout, new friends and old, and getting ready for the first run of the season. Fill me with your wisdom.
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