Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Wondering




Seasons change, people change, the world keeps spinning. We build things just to watch them tumble down around us.

I'm growing, wrapping up my first year of grad school. Feeling strong. My business is growing, and I may have a cool top secret opportunity:) waiting to hear.

I'm fighting for my loves and I feel strong. I'm learning to love. To love me, and to love others again.  

The grief cycle is long and wild and I don't know if I will ever be the same. That is ok with me. I will use it to grow, to help others through. 

But I wonder, how does one forget those they love? So many seem to, that just isn't me. 

A pang here and there. A giggle of a memory of long walks along the river,rocks at my window, kisses that took my breath. A song that makes me thing of you, a high school dance or just a moment in time. You have changed me along the way. I wonder, have I changed you? 

Beloveds, how do you see me❤️

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