As the ink penetrated my most sacred skin, where for years I laid the tracks of my inner sorrows in my heart onto my delicate flesh. The pain released into the room. Releasing a lifetime of pain; not being enough.
My souls cried , huge drops of pain, of blood, of the ache of loss, betrayal, and abandonment left my soul.
April pulled the chord long and dark and finally white attached to a shard; it felt like shrapnel being pulled from deep inside my heart. It left a gaping hole.
As I cried and she helped me free my soul cried out for the Angel Michael, the warrior to defend me; help me feel with while, save me! But that's not what I needed. She called out "Gabriel" and I was filled with peace and a very special message! "Be gentle and kind to yourself; you are only responsible for your actions; love yourself, and fill your hole with joy."
Oh the freedom, I have felt electric since. Free from owning others mistakes. Chords severed; aches removed! Peace overtakes me in waves. Finally free, to feel the joy! I dance in it like a swirling rainbow!
Beloveds! Be kind to yourself! You are enough!!!
Namaste
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