Sitting back listening to one of my dear ones play and sing as I sip my special coco.....a smile on my face as I think of all the places I've been in the last year.
You see, I'm coming up on 35. It's kinda strange to think about. My baby starts preschool, my oldest will be a junior, my princess a kindergartener! My sweet moo a 4th grader destined for greatness.
I've crumpled, I've fought, I've sacrificed, I've tried to forget, I've searched, found, been burned, healed and grown. And lastly to quote Dr. House "everybody lies."
Yep even me.
What I have found is there are three kinds. Lies to hide, lies to protect, and lies of malice. None work out. There's always damage and often scorched earth.
The battles I have waged to protect my kindreds are worth the internal storm. I will fight for them.
I'm learning now how to fight for me. To get what I need. No lies, no falsities. Truth and love. My love can be so big.
Beloveds, why do you lie; why do you fight; why and whom do you love?!
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