Now
Then.
Wow! 20 years! I cannot believe how fast 20 years has gone! What an amazing experience last night was celebrating the solstice with friends, barefoot, beautiful music, dancing, and energy. And ALL under the full moon!!!! Once in a lifetime really!
Today is special as it ushers in the new season. It also ushers in the Cancer zodiac, of which I am a member. So, a time of change.
With that being said, no journey is complete without reflection. 20 years ago, on the solstice, I became a woman. No judgment here people. I don't regret my choice. I loved the young man very much and he,I have no doubt loved me then. And it was a mutual gift given. We walked together into a new place in our lives together.
Sadly, as all many young loves do, ours dwindled, we made mistakes, broke each other's hearts, and I have not spoken to him in years. Outside of requesting his permission for this entry.
Young love is bliss, I watch my 16 year old experiencing it and am wistful of memories come and gone of times in my life where I was absolutely lost in love with someone.
I see friends who have found their person and live that bliss every day! What an amazing gift. :)
My heart chakra is wide open and I'm vibrating at an amazing level these days. I am excited for this new chapter that starts today!
Summer, my 35th birthday, and continued connections new and old. I am feeling blessed to feel peace and be exploding with love for those in my life.
Even when the days are hard I remember all the blessings. Like sister friends, Orion, snuggles from my amazing kids, and the ability to connect with the amazing world around me.
Yesterday I even took a leap to show someone I still think of them; will they ever receive it? I don't know. But it is out in the universe now:) and I just want to dance in the excitement I have for what is coming.
Namaste beloveds.
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