Anymore...

https://youtu.be/KYErtK1wbjs

Thanks less than Jake! I'd almost forgotten about this song :)

Jenn... she doesn't like you anymore

She's tired of the names, the put downs, taking a backseat to anything and everything.

Jenn... she's going to smile, laugh, ride the ferries wheel and kiss in the snow 

Jenn.....someone is going to laugh at her jokes, enjoy her cold toes and steal all her kisses

Jenn.. isn't all the things you call her, or that you've taught your soul to believe or chanted to those you've fooled 

Jenn... she's going on, moving on, getting strong...even stronger than before...

Jenn.... she doesn't like you anymore because she likes herself! She hasn't bought into your insecurity fueled propaganda 

Jenn....she's magic, Fae magic and she's flying away with a smile on her face and a warrior in her heart flying on watercolor wings of hope 

Now I know why

I know why she did it

Why she drank to feel numb 

The burn was nothing compared to the ache of non-existence 

The knowledge she was always second, a backup, or maybe even just an afterthough 

I know why she did it 

Why she scarred her skin

The blood was better than the tears since no one could see them

I don't know how she did it 

Stayed alive when she was fading away

Loved fiercely when nothing worked out right

Believes when there's nothing left; smiles while the waves begin to cover her face and her heart slows as it stops believing in love. Even though she desperately wants to.

Learning her worth one heartbreak at a time. Learning to be strong when there's no strong left.

I know why he fell, softly into a secret lover's embrace. The coldness of his existence was too brutal to take. So he finds solace in a strangers arms.

Love is funny: it heals, it destroys, it gives us hope or leaves us as Ice.

https://youtu.be/0OBMVgkGDjo