Saturday, September 2, 2017

Now I know why

I know why she did it

Why she drank to feel numb 

The burn was nothing compared to the ache of non-existence 

The knowledge she was always second, a backup, or maybe even just an afterthough 


I know why she did it 

Why she scarred her skin

The blood was better than the tears since no one could see them

I don't know how she did it 

Stayed alive when she was fading away

Loved fiercely when nothing worked out right

Believes when there's nothing left; smiles while the waves begin to cover her face and her heart slows as it stops believing in love. Even though she desperately wants to.

Learning her worth one heartbreak at a time. Learning to be strong when there's no strong left.

I know why he fell, softly into a secret lover's embrace. The coldness of his existence was too brutal to take. So he finds solace in a strangers arms.

Love is funny: it heals, it destroys, it gives us hope or leaves us as Ice.

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