Loneliness is funny. It gets worse at the end of the day. You see, you get married and you imagine spending nights together. That's not really how it works with this life.
Time after time the chips fell and not in my favor. The times alone got longer; the inner distance farther, and the trust rusted since nothing seemed to be steady.
It's easy to fall apart that way. Change, do things, try and fill the ache. Our souls crave love. Mine does. But, I hold tight to the loves of the past and the future. "It can't rain all the time."
Breathe child. This will pass. Beloveds, are you lonely too??
We need to talk soon. Hugs until then.
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