I will never be one of those women you see on TV. Full curves and tiny thighs and perfectly coifed. Fashionable, well accessorize or high maintenance.
I will forever be a tomboy who enjoys the burn or working hard, playing hard and who spends most of her time with her hair in a bun focusing on the task at hand rather than "having it all together."
I've spent the majority of my life envious of those girls/women. The ones who look beautifully done, fashion plates, with a flair of dressing perfectly for their figure.
I've attempted to be "that girl," but never felt like it was me. I've been working on embracing who I am and loving her.
Due to life experience I (like so many of you) feel inadequate. I want parts to be different, I want to feel confident in me.
Tired of being "cute" or other words similar. I've yearned to be gorgeous, sexy, wanted. Chosen.
Alas, those moments have been few and far between. At least i make an excellent friend, have a good sense of humor, work hard and am a kind companion (most of the time.)
Beloveds, there's my demon; or one of them rather. Do you battle things??
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