Plans change at the drop of a hat and I find myself alone. Heavy and sinking over these last few weeks as I feel as a spectator in my own life.
Tonight, I shall go, sip warm hot chocolate, inside, not in my car where I shed so many tears last time I was there. Breathe deep and find a little piece of me again. At least the ache is feeling something.
Numbness has invaded me as a way of protecting the fragility of the human spirit within.
I will breathe deep. Maybe even let the tears fall that I've been bottling for what feels like a lifetime. And step out a little more human, soft and me...
Beloveds, don't hide your fragility as t contains beauty.
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