An energy so strong had me crying myself to sleep last night, those around me feel it tugging at my soul... ..
My life is peaceful for a brief moment. My school work is done, I'm not drowning. Yet I cannot shake this tugging at my soul. It is consuming me; trying to find you, the one calling to me. Where are you? What can I do for you? I would do most anything to end this ache. Like it is pulling at the stitches of my mosaic armor. Hoping the universe will reveal to me what is causing this, for I don't know how much I can survive. I'm strong but my soft soul is my weakness and its crumbling. I want to love, to dance to bring peace to this ache by fulfilling it; not by the one sending it vanishing.
I am losing sleep like the one in Shakespearean sonnets who couldn't be near his love.
Beloveds, if you are calling I will answer.
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