After my awesome night run last night I gazed at the stars. My precious Orion, and all the other glittering beauties.
I took deep breaths and sipped my wine and let all my tears flow like rain.
Oh the release. After being blessed today to speak with my sister in law to sort out my pull I feel like I can breathe again. I have reached to all I love that i feared were hurting and that's all I can do.
So now I refocus. School is amazing, learning lots and getting A's so far. Kids are thriving and my home is as in order as it ever will be. I will have all my 5 this weekend and free my Demons Sunday as I take my second of two self defense classes. What a rush!
I will run again tonight. Stomp out more pain into the ground. I will stop searching and let the universe answer what need be and let the rest leave.
Learning about my gift is a challenge yet explains so much. The pain is gone. The love is not.
Now to focus on the task at hand. :)
Blessings beloveds, enjoy the song, it is great for running!
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