Sitting here sipping my hot chocolate thinking. A year ago I sat here, snowy blowy out and me tapping away emails about snow boots and lonely nights.
Funny how my mind quieted when I had so much work to do. My finals are complete for all intensive purposes. So, I have time. Too much really, as we prep for our trip to see my family.
One last round under the ink gun to try and cleanse the soul before we head south. I am amazed with the empty I am left with today. Crazy that I would rather edit a paper.
Feeling strong and weak all at once. It's an odd dichotomy. Just like wishing someone peace a joy with someone else. Guess i am just musing on where I have been and where I am going. The ache of being forgotten still burns my chest.
A fighter within stifled for best interest. Finding peace in surprising places and praying i never bring this ache on another human.
Now, I wait. For grades. For peace. For love. And yes, maybe even for pinky swears.
Namaste beloveds.
May you find what you ache for
And you wait for Star Wars... ;)
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