Since beginning the process to move I've been given the role of making some pretty unpopular decisions. Each time trying to weigh the options and make the best decision for our family. This isn't always an easy task. Not only did we move away from friends and family's but from professional connections, service providers, and the internal surety which comes from living in the same area for most of your life.
Over the last three years how a lot of the decisions we made it been questioned, criticize, or even praised. Most the time we made the decisions and just move forward, regardless of the opinions of others.
Some of these of included the treatment chosen for a daughter, as well as what connections we've chosen to maintain and to disregard.
some of these decisions were easy, some hard, and some of them I fell into. But the lessons learned for each I would never change.
After a long weekend full of wonderful memories made with my sister, my parents, and Angelynn i'm feeling emotionally tired. As we had to return her to where she's finding her peace. An additional change was finding one of our dogs a new home. This was hard but what needed to be done.
Mr. Leroy we hope that you are happy, and loved 10 times more than we ever could or which is hard to imagine.
Having so many goodbyes in such a short time I'm trying to take a deep breath and bounce back. I've done some reaching to try and find some peace and in some cases it has been prosperous and another's had just lost in the universe.
Beloveds, we all have to make hard decisions. I hope you find peace in yours and I hope that I can be a light to you when it feels dark.
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