The last few days have been challenging to say the least. Waiting for some important news, and a long awaited visit from my folks and sister. Not to mention the mountain of laundry.
Funny how lonely I'm feeling. All that has happened has left me wondering why people do what they do. Is it to show caring? Are their actions purely self serving? Do they need me?
My soft hippie heart says its to benefit another, always. Or based out of legitimate caring. But we are all selfish creatures. Most of us have empty spaces we need filled. I know I do. Sometimes people get used to fill the space.
I can't seem to see some as users; that they're incapable of altruism. Logically I know they're out there. I'm just naive at times. Or maybe selfish; wanting to feel I mean something to those that have crossed lives with mine. Or maybe just maybe they're exactly as I see them; loving humans like me.
Tell me beloveds, do you get caught in this quandary? I know I am swimming in it today. Blessings!
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