Busy days and sleepless nights. Missing my girls so very much. Feeling alone as I dance along this quiet life. Me and the kids.
Gaining excitement for school, but feeling the pangs of loneliness so often. Seeking to connect deeply.
Questions filling my mind. Anonymous; are you who I imagine? Will there be peace someday? Will this ache ever die? The ache of loss, betrayal, trepidation, and missing pieces of me.
This mosaic I'm building is tempering me to be strong like steel; but so many years are shed while I'm being burned.
Focusing deeply in the joys of each of my loves and growing myself into the best me I can be. I want to help others; without the backlash of jealousy or ungratefulness. I want my lovely dreams to be reality and the visits to be true. To be understood. To have something that's mine alone to look forward to and languish in.
Beloveds, do you ache? Am I the only one?
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