Blessed. Time spent easing my soul in the beautiful outdoors. Walking briskly and breathing the sweet air. Reminding me of my beloved ranch lands. Cows, mountains, and peace. I breathed it in deep down into my soul! Beautiful!
I had the privilege of watching my kids play. Soccer and the park and playing with them; not a care or ache holding me back. Nothing brings me joy like my kids.
My daughter is finding her peace and growing so much; home soon to begin anew. My other is suffering right now, oh how I wish I could hold them both near.
I drowned myself in books and cooking this evening; feeling revived. I had the rush of learning and creating and felt alive. Not just completing tasks but growing and succeeding.
Tonight the ache set in; it won't trump my joy. I won't let it. I'm unwilling to let the ache win. I will soar; holding onto hope of brighter things to come, maybe even someday fulfilling long shot pinky promises:)
Beloveds, don't let the ache rule you. Don't let it win. You can visit it but don't live there.;). But if you need to visit, the song for today may help.
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