Oh anonymous how you haunt me. Who are you? Why must you come and go with no trace of who you are?! It just puts a dagger in my heart as I wonder who you could be.....
I'm moving forward a tiny step at a time. Fully committed to grad school and completing task after task there.
Being the best mom I can. Soccer, karate, cheer, therapy, lots of love and support; with my sweet girl coming home soon!
But as I run the race with the best intentions i still ache sometimes. Lonely. Knowing I am missing something. Feeling inadequate or unfulfilled. Knowing I'm coming up short. Trying to spread my wings and soar.
I can't help but glance at the past. Smile, and see me happy. Desperately wanting that again. Moments of it come and go. Oh how I ache for it to return to me.
Missing my daughter. Missing my friends. Has it really been so long on both accounts?!?! Funny how time is. I still resonate on old words and promises. Mine, others, yours.
Breathe deep beloveds. I understand when you ache; when life is moving so fast and you are just trying to keep up. When the tears slide down your face and you don't even know why.
Beloveds keep your pinky swears, they have no expiration dates; and know I'm here with you!
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