Trust broken, hearts left bleeding and losses all around you and the possibility of innocents hurt in the wake of destruction.
I'm not better or stronger than anyone else. I am flawed and weak and damaged. Human, searching for love and answers like all of you, beloveds.
In my journey of pain, I hurt someone else. It was never my intent yet my decisions made had no other outcome, yet I did it anyways. I feel terrible.
I've been asked to be gentle with myself, but how can I?! Hurting others is not my genuine nature. I was selfish and I am sad, I thought i was stronger than I am, that I could withstand the loniliness. I was wrong. Now, to try and withstand the aftermath.
I'm sorry, to everyone I have hurt. Ever.
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