Loving can cost a lot but not loving always costs more, and those who fear to love often find that want of love is an emptiness that robs the joy from life. ~ Merle Shan
We all search for love. Whether it be in our religion, our family, our friends, Romance, possessions, food, and even pain.
Over the years I found myself searching for love and some of the strangest places. From tattoo parlors, to pubs, to church pews, lovers unrequited, or apair of headphones in my ears and a pen in my hand.
Beloved's, where do you search for love? What do you do when it's unrequited? Do you keep searching or do you find a substitute; Something to fill the void yet not quite what you were hoping for or needing.
One of the saddest feelings is knowing you love yet not knowing if your loved in return. I've never turned away from saying those words knowing that I would regret it if I didn't voice them. Never expecting to hear them in return but yearning to as we all do.
Beloved, for those of you who truly know me and that I know (as I may have readers I've never met) I love you don't forget it and don't abuse it but now I'm here if you need me.
Please don't forget me, or abuse my affections, and worst of all do not trick me.
I'm learning that love has stages, and it ebbs and flows, I guess I'm just praying for the flow to begin; heavy and beautiful, the kind that sweeps you away.
Blessings to you all, I love hearing from you! So please, comment, email, plus one, whatever your method is I enjoy it and am blessed by it!
Until then I'll keep searching through church pews, friends, hugs from little children, Ink in my skin, and my mosaic heart beating heavily in my chest
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