Beauty in pain

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The universe is full of beauty. Even the most intense storms carry beauty in their strength. Souls carry on even after extraordinary tragedy. Some, drown in their sorrows much too early. Some run from the pain or choke it down. While others wear it deep in their eyes, if you have the courage to look.

My fragility as of late has caught be off guard. My stoic nature and firmly constructed walls have taken a toll.

I sit in the places where i felt peace, and now i feel an emptiness. My old places, so far away, are mostly gone due to the need for man to expand. 

I crave the peace of Orion. The sting of the needle. The burn of my tears as I'm being kissed with our hearts touching, souls reaching. 

I long for your laugh, your smile, your skin smelling grazing mine. Our talks of history and ifs. Now there is only silence. 

I don't want to miss you, and what's worse isn't that it is that I want you to miss me.  My beauty, as I miss yours. 

Beloveds, your beauty is inside you. Are you aching? Set it free, even if it is in the form of pain. As pain has a beauty all its own.