Finding yourself is harder than you'd think. I've not done much searching previously as I was (and still am) very focused on being a mom.
Starting motherhood at 17 caused me to "miss out" on those exploring years. So, I'm doing it now; little by little.
I've always enjoyed being an athlete. I loved competition and moving my body. Now I run, and do lots of things I can to keep moving.
I love music and laughing and dancing. When I close my eyes I picture being spun around and smiling and dancing with an unknown partner.
I am finding this journey harder than expected. Turns out I am lonelier than I thought, have fears I never knew, and posses strength and resilience i never knew.
Countless hours of searching and defining myself. So far I've found I miss a lot of people and things and getting to know myself as "Jenn" is hard.
Beloveds, I hope you've already found yourselves. That you know every nook and cranny of your being:) all things I'm doing right now:)
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