I know, old song; but this album has gotten me through a lot of tears and a lot of years.
The last few months have been soul shaking. I feel like an accident victim. Shaking and afraid. Speechless, silenced.
I feel like I don't really know those around me as they all seen capable of acts I was blinded to. I never expected them. Circumstances have arisen that I had not foreseen.
The peek a boo nature of nurturance and caring boggles my mind and shatters me. I was finding my joy, my peace only to realize I have so much farther to go than I realized.
That I've almost been running in place, while those around me seem to be healing fine or at very least making more progress. Maybe because they are stronger or maybe because I fill those near me with everything I can.
Even those I know will hurt me have sunk to new lows to cause all the damage they can.
Beloveds, be you, but the beautiful you. Think before you act as it all has a ripple effect. Boy do I know it....
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