Saturday, June 27, 2015

I thought...



Tracing the ribbon on my wrist and looking deeply into my soul. Breathe deep, for this moment will come and go before you blink.

I thought I saw you yesterday. I knew I didn't but for a moment I thought a glimpse of the person I used to know.


I feel like the me I used to know is like smoke in the air leaving behind a new creature. I feel like those i thought I knew are figments and are bearing there true stripes and those lost may be only residing in my heart. 

All to these at a dual edged sword; and filled with joy and pain. Seeing the world differently is an experience that takes a bit to settle. Almost like letting wine breathe to take on its full flavor; I'm breathing to become a better version of me.

I miss the old world, old love, tenderness and hope. Luckily they can be found anew in other places.'even if just inside my very own soul.

I hope you see me, somewhere, even if it's a figment. I want to be remembered. Like I mattered. Like i still matter. 

Beloveds, the moments are brief; breathe them in!

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