Until another day

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Well, beloveds, it's been a good run! I will return but I feel it is time to breathe in and push out and shut the gate to my inner musings for now. If you miss me, reach for me:)

Today was another self defense class. And for the first time in 15 years I felt hands wrapped tightly around my throat. But this time I was taught how to fight and flee! And as I fought all that locked in pain was released. Tears burned my eyes but I never let it stop me. It was like I had wings!!! I won't ever be that scared little girl again. (As I was only a girl of 18,19)

I am now a strong woman. I know you cannot hurt me anymore! I plan to keep learning and attending any of these that come up. I can feel my soul and body growing and learning. Amazing.

"Scrapping" with Annie was awesome. She's a strong and inspiration woman. I felt bad, I made her bleed:/ but we had laughs and I worked my ass off with her and the other senseis. Still feeling so good! Freedom, it may be a drug!

So, blessings senseis! You are amazing! My girls and I won't be taken easily. 

Returning to the original statement. Beloveds, I have opened my soul wide for you all; it is time now to ponder my growth and my path. Please know I am here for any who need me. Please don't forget me. I won't forget you! You can find me if you need me. If not through the Internet world than at my weekly coffee break. Wednesdays 6:30-8 in my little place in the world.

Your soft hearted gyspy hippie!

Jenn - the gookedist mommy of all.