Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Break me


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Sitting in a spot where the pain began. Enjoying the sun and the burn of the pain that's taking over my soul today. I'm not good at the quiet. My thoughts take over and drown out everything.

I give so much when I offer my heart. It just takes so long to deal with the loss.  I've even compromised so greatly intend to lose myself.

Seeing your face when i close my eyes. Hoping your happy. Surely, you aren't missing me at all. For you know you have me with you. 

I've broken myself so many times to heal the souls I surround myself with. Or they break me with their brokenness. I have had this not occur only a handful of times. Oh how I need that. 

Release my mind from the ache, the what if, the if I could go back in time. I just want to feel the peace again. 

Beloveds, don't break yourselves. 

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