A guy walks into a bar...

 So, as of late I've been hooked on this song. It just really nails it for me. How often do we encounter someone, they become a huge part of our lives and then, they're gone.

Humans are social creatures. I realize that's funny to hear from this introvert, but I too enjoy the company of others;)  

Back in Missoula there was never a time I walked into a pub and didn't encounter at least one person I knew. Here, I'm lucky if I see anyone I know at all, anywhere.

Falling somewhere between new in town and a resident im not sure where I fit. I thought I had a spot, in our church, but that changes pretty fast with a falling out with a friend. I still love my church but it feels different. 

The nicety of living here was it was a clean slate. Unfortunately, some of our troubles followed us here:/ fighting through them is a challenge but not insurmountable.

Loss on the other hand is hard when you feel all alone. Regardless of how close your friends may be there are some wounds too private to share. We put up walls to keep ourselves safe, even from a those closest to us. 

Once in a while someone comes and you either take down the walls or for some unknown reason they just crumble. What a beautiful thing to feel so connected and safe that those walls come crashing down:)

Sadly, even these connections can be lost due to death, distance, or circumstance. 

Few times in my life have these walls come crashing down out of my control. Thank you beloveds whom caused this. It has taught me about the beauty and resiliency of the human spirit and even the beautiful soul which resides in me. 

So, even if you connect only for a little while. Smile, it was a glimmer of beauty. A blessing.