If ya'll have been taking the time to listen some of the songs are fantastic. Music has always soothed my soul. (You can ask my folks, years of blasting stereos and mixed tapes.)
You see, there have been a few times in my life that my heart hurt so deeply the only solace I found was in music. In addition, music amplifies the feelings of love, excitement, or romance.
So here is a breif synopsis of the battles.
There has been twice in my life my heart broke into so many pieces I thought it would never mend. It rocked my entire foundation of love, relationships, truth and loyalty ( http://youtu.be/D1Xr-JFLxik ). I cared so deeply i felt like I could not breathe when the heartache came smashing down.
On the contrary, once I fell so fast, so wildly, that i lost all sight of the risks, all I knew was that this person, for once, made my heart pound, my mind and heart feel alive. Risks and the possibility of a sudden end were completely unseen by me. When I was wrapped in this person the universe stopped ( http://youtu.be/kFfKb_WEkCE ).
I've frequently felt the great need to be rescued from my pain, past, heartache, loneliness. I have suffered at the hands of others and I have always tried to save those around me. Wanting to take their pain away! ( https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JeI4Ft8P7ks )
I've also felt the sting of unrequited or ill-timed love. Haven't we all, especially as young ones? :) the kind of romance that if you close your eyes you can feel:)
I'm going to get lost. Lost in my greif, my joy, my longing. I'm going to recentered, renew and begin again. For if nothing else, I am a fighter! Resilient and strong and will rescue myself!
Fight beloveds!!!! Fight for your sparkle, your love, your mosaic!!!! I will fight with you!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment