It's kind of funny how feeling terrible can actually make you feel better. Fighting some battles with my kidney and some medication and cheese it's been a rough couple days. Backsliding, pain, tears, and wonderful realizations.
Some warm tortilla soup, my Oils, snuggles from my boy, beautiful girls playing dress-up in my home and binging on some Netflix is good for the soul.
The pain of loss may not be gone, but it's softened by the joys of the blessigs I have in my life. Being down in my favorite place with my favorite people allows me to re-center my focus. Getting back to good. Remembering who I am and also rebuilding the sparkle in my eyes, this time Not from tears:)
Beloveds, smile when it hurts, for the pain will pass. That's what I keep telling myself!
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